Its hard to believe that when you don't actually know anyone personally who does. Please, if anyone wants to commit suicide, please talk to someone or get help; go to a hospital and get some help. Keep doing this until you get someone on the phone who can be with you in your pain. It would affect certain people for the rest of their lives. He passed away a little less than a month ago and I still cry and think about him everyday. I have always been so against taking medication and speaking to a psychologist.
So subconsciously you don't really want to kill yourself, you're wanting to be talked out of it. I want to go down fighting. I wish I could say it gets better, I don't know if it does. It may also mean their suicide was planned even before they were born. I finished up talking with my psychologist about a month ago only because I was lying about the way I feel, I was only seeing a psychologist to shut everyone up. Why you didn't love him enough to stay.
My psychiatrist informed me my illness will probably get worse as I get older and shock treatments may be the only effective treatment. But reading what you put here, how you can be so open and honest. The notion that everyone who kills themself goes to hell is about as absurd as believing only those who pledge allegiance to Jesus' name go to heaven. People want you to succeed, no matter how much your mind wants to convince you otherwise. You deserve to be happy, or die trying. I think we're all very angry with her.
That plus the pills makes it clear she was wanting to die but I think the love of her family and friends made her not want to at the same time. You will move through it. But about two weeks ago, I absolutely had it. He always comments when theres something bad rather than something good. You will look back on this period of your life and laugh with your friends about it. We're not programmed to do that.
Many people feel depress but suicide is not the answer. But is there a feeling that your friend loved you all despite her actions? You say you love Him, but that you don't see any reason to live. Although they hope for relief from their pain, they may also consciously or unconsciously fear punishment. I have already informed my entire family of the possibility that someday I may decide to end my life. Something I haven't said is the full story about me not only does it bother about the death of my friend I'm bothered about the fact that I have autism. Keely said she has an older friend she calls when she feels suicidal thoughts coming on: I told her everything. If i dont then that means i did and i found my release.
As mentioned earlier, such people often belong to religious right-to-life anti-abortion organizations. I know your friend's children feel hurt and possibly angry. I'm 5'7 and I've been killing it. You have not exhausted your resources yet, and until you absolutely do, then fuck you if you give in and end it. If you are a 91 years old invalid facing senility or a terminal illness, you can probably safely assume your mission is complete. This suggests to me that if a person successfully commits suicide, then it was indeed their time to die.
Some people might conclude that by ending my life when I chose to do so, I will be throwing away an opportunity to pay some karmic debt of mine or may be giving up an opportunity to help others spiritually because of my diminished capacity. You sound like a nice person. Calling them stupid, pathetic, or short-sighted. Ash, very sorry you lost your close friend, it's still very hard early days, take as long as you need to grieve hun. She was deeply hurting in her life, and she felt brave enough to reach out to me for help. I want to reiterate, because I know firsthand how stubborn, doubtful, and untrusting a suicidal mind can be, that you are loved. Even still, I grabbed it, and I sharpened it as best I could with my knife sharpener.
Her death was not a pleasant one either. My heart races and I am starting to sob. No one gets to mourn your loss until everything is over. Im finding it ridiculously hard to except help because sometimes I don't want to get better because I am already so low I find it difficult to see the point in trying. Razor sharp, it was not, but the closest this edge could be was where I had it. My grandmother's father, also a manic depressive, shot and killed himself in front of her when she was in her teens. Because of this, they are kept in institutions for very long periods of time - some for the rest of their lives.
If you would to talk to me about anything I will be hear to listen. Think for a moment what that passage is saying. I have bipolar disorder which 'runs in my family. Though we still know there are many others that do. Im trying to maintain a posative outlook and i really hope that things will get better.